You know when someone talks about you and they ‘whisper’ to someone right in front of you. But before they do that they do something like ‘let me tell you about Exene’ and when they break away from the whisper the person who received the message has a stupid smile on their face like they just got the best orgasm in their life. You asked them what the other person said and all they say is ‘oh nothing’.

I’m not fucking retarded I know you said something. I’m going to go on a stabbing people in the face spree now.

The news has been really depressing lately. Every time they talk about something I feel my soul breaking. I should really stop leaving the news on.

First it was those tourist who got stabbed in Beijing. Then Bernie Mack and Isaac Hayes dies. Also there some conflict between Georgia and Russia. Also in bad news a rescue plane that rescued these firemen crashed…how unlucky could you get?

But in good news.

Despite the bombings and conflict from these two countries Russia’s Natalia Paderina and Georgia’s Nino Salukvadze hugged after winning Olympic silver and bronze medals. I think it’s funny though that it was a pistol competition.

Also American swimmer Michael Phelps broke his own world record at the medley final and won gold. He needs to win 3 more to go to win the most gold medals.

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Now on a very different note I HATE TWILIGHT I’ve seen bloggers post about it before and talked about it’s the best book ever written and how it changed their lives or whatever. Really?! Me being a feminist the main character made me want to punch myself in the ovaries. In the second book Bella Swan tries to kill herself just to hear her love Mr. Glow-In-The-Dark Edward Cullen ‘velvet’ voice. She is so dependent needy and I’m pretty sure she has borderline personality disorder. She is also a Mary-Sue, she looks like the author and she thinks she’s ugly but everybody loves her in school…Mary Friken Sue.

Mike: Hi Bella.
Bella: Ewwwww you’re being nice to me.
Edward: Hi Bella.
Bella:Ooooooh do me Edward!

Now on the other half of the disturbing love affair Edward Cullen. He makes Bella go to the prom with him when she has a broken leg. He also takes the engine out of her car so she can’t see her friend and he holds her hostage so she won’t be able to go out. Now that’s what I call true love! It disturbs me that so many girl’s are looking for their own ‘Edward Cullen’ a real guy who acts like that is the kind who would slap you around if you didn’t get diner done. Did Stephanie Meyer not take basic psychology?

I guess I understand why many young girl’s love this book, they don’t have that much experience and don’t realize that healthy relationships aren’t like that. To be good you have to have a life outside of your lover but for Bella if it’s not Edward then it’s wolf boy Jacob. ” You are my soulmate but I love Edward” that is the stupidest shit that I have ever read in my entire life.

For those who are fans of Twilight go to fanfiction fictionpress and quizilla. You will be amazed at the quality literature of 12-year-olds that far exceeds that of Ms. Stephanie Meyer.

For those who hate it and have a livejournal check out twilight sucks, i hate twilight and venom apple.

I changed my RSS source but if you subscribed through that button on my sidebar then I guess your ok. But if it’s erase-her.net/rss.xml then I don’t think that exist anymore.

I haven’t really blogged in a long while because lately it feels more like work. I wanted a change of pace so I’ve tried the video blogging thing but I doubt I’m going to stick with it since blogging is more my thing. Bogging is so much more rewarding with the community and all, the problem is that I have less and less passion for it.

I’m not a very good talker ^-^;. You notice their is some cuts because I say ‘and’ and ‘um’ a lot and I sort of have a ‘filipino’ accent. If you’ve been around since my threadless post you already know about the first 20 seconds of my video with my ‘rape t-shirt’. Then I talk about that weird look reporters get on the news and how to get clear beautiful skin.

A couple of days ago I woke up and my the news is on.
In the state of California Proposition 22- Marriage should only be between a man and a woman. The high court overturned that proposition so technically for now gay marriage is legal in the state of California which makes it the second state in the US to legalize gay marriage. The first one is Massachusetts.
Some hope that there is going to be a ‘rippling’ effect and other states will pick up on the gay marriage thing.

I saw a lot of happy homosexuals proposing to their love ones in the news. I think they shouldn’t jump into marriage quite yet because there still going to be a vote to keep this permanent or not in November.

According to a conservative group they already have 1.5 million signatures against gay marriage rights and return marriage between a man and woman exclusively in the state of California.

What I think? I’m not a big marriage fan at all, gay or hetero. I don’t understand it why someone needs to get married but maybe I think that way because I’m still young. If I was more coked up I’d start an against marriage (period!) rally!

I think it’s funny how these conservatives think two people getting married who just so happen to have the same genitals are going to ruin their lives.

Sounds familiar? About 40 years ago interracial marriage was illegal in Virginia and people thought the same thing.
“It’s against the will of God”
“It’s unnatural”
Maybe 40 years from now gay marriage will be viewed like interracial marriage is now, mostly not a big deal. So exciting to be part of history. It would make an interesting story to tell your grandchildren.

I don’t mind other’s opinions on topics like because I’m really open and don’t mind whatever you might believe.

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In other news I’ve been invited to play the Hello Kitty MMO which is currently in closed beta right now. I know Hello Kitty has nothing to do with politics and history and I’m secretly convince she’s evil but I’m attracted to evil things.

This is a semi-random post. It’s not as much information as your usual random post but it’s random enough for me.

I heard a couple days ago that a girl who is the same age as me and hung out with in elementary school was pregnant and now has a little kid. I couldn’t imagine that happening to me anytime soon. Me having a kid then it’s like saying “I want to stop having fun”
Emphasis on I because I know there are a lot of young mothers out there and I’m sure that you do a great job. But we’re two different species. Even though I believe I’m more mature than most my age I don’t think I have the mentality to take care of another human being for the rest of my life. I don’t think I would make a good mother now. When I’m in my 20s I plan to move around a lot, the whole “trying to find myself” thing and I think kids need stability.

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Speaking of moving around a lot on of the places I want to visit is Salar de Uyuni in Bolivia. It’s the world’s largest slat flat. It looks like your walking on the sky when the ground is wet. I want blindfold somebody on the way there so they could be surprised.

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My brother really misses his ex-girlfriend. Sometimes he’s in denial and says he doesn’t need her but I know he misses her. He’s been calling me her name more often. Your brother calling you by his ex-girlfriends name is really creepy.

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I sure hope there isn’t going to be a draft like the one during Vietnam war. I’m already two steps away from becoming crazy. Well if I get PTSD I can use it as my excuse for when I go on my murderous rampage and hopefully I’ll get not guilty for reason of insanity.

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This isn’t everybody, this isn’t even a majority of my blog friends. But some people/person get pissed because I don’t bother to comment on their blog. I’m sorry that your nap and the number of hours that you sit counting your toes doesn’t interest me. As a blogger you have to think like a visitor
and what would they think of your post.

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Has someone ever really liked you and you wish they don’t. Like they think your so great just because they see you so high and mighty and your really not that special. Then you realized how annoying you must’ve been to your past crushes. Gosh.